tired

Lately all I am is tired. I come home from work at 5 and we immediately start wedding stuff, I go home for lunch and immediately start wedding stuff. YUCK! I hope this week will be better since we did so much last week. I feel like i'm being a grumpy jerk to everyone around me because I'm so tired. I'm totally being a bridezilla and its not because I want everything my way or what not its becuase I'm just so tired. I would really just like this week to fly by so I can go to the temple on the 14th. I'm so excited, I never thought I would be so excited!!!! I always thought going to the temple and wearing garments would be hard but now that I'm actually preparing and going I feel like its an easy breezy piece of cake. I just have to keep telling myself that I can just make it 2.5 more weeks and then it will all be over and I can enjoy our wedding day and then we get one whole week of being in Disney land and just spending time together. Then probably the real work begins of a marriage :) but I don't really care. I know it will probably be hard work like everyone says but at least I will have someone to share it with. I love my wonderful Brandon more than anyone and I'm so excited to share my life with such an amazing person who I respect and look up to. Even though I'm exhausted and grumpy I find myself doing little twirls of excitement or little hop jumps at the top of the stairs because I am so happy and excited. So to everyone around me I apologize for being a grump and a bit of a jerk, I've gone into I don't care anymore, just choose something that will be good, you'll just have to do it  I don't have time to care, please just get here already mode. I think I will be nice and happy again if I could just get some sleep!! :) Ok enough ranting, at least I am so blessed to have supportive family and a wonderful change to get married in the temple and its only 2 hours away. HOW LUCKY!!!